Posted in December 2009

Success

I always love the words from Fame on success.

There are a few things that Success is not…

Success is not fame, money or power

Success is waking up in the morning so excited about what you have to do that you literally FLY out of the door

Success is getting to work with the people you love

Success is finding a way of connecting and binding them together

Success is connecting with the world

Success is falling asleep knowing you did the best you could

Success is joy, friendship and freedom

Success is LOVE

Yes! Success is waking up in the morning so excited about what you have to do that you literally FLY out of the door!!!!

Today God wants You to know…

Lol.. I never believe in application like this on FB. How can a computer generated message represent God’s words to you? But I would say it came in timely. God can use everything in his own timely right?

I was on the verge of giving up God again. This familiar feeling, this familiar thought, this familiar process i went through 2 years ago came back. I recognize its face. A face that is telling me to leave church once again. I recognize the body of it. To harden up and shut everyone else up. I recognize the brain of it. “where is God in everything you are going through right now?” “There is so many things you dont agree in this church, why stay?” Its destructive power is magnificent.

I was faced with the reality that I am not good enough. I am useless, much a failure. I am not who I am and everything i thought i can be. I am not as capable as I thought i am.. I am junk, unwanted and alone.

On this day of your life, Gilbert, we believe God wants you to know… That God sess you as you truly are – a HOLY CHILD OF LIGHT! Sally said she saw me as a “pointer”. I point people in the right direction and shine light into the darkness of their life!

I have been living a lie! A life deceit by the devil! I am not a junk. I am not useless, much more a failure. I have been living in denial of my true purpose in Christ! That is to be the light! LIGHT!

” I see you strong and whole. I see you blessed and prospered. I see you courageous and confident. I see you capable and successful. I see you free from all limitations or bondage of any kind. I see you as the spiritually perfect being you truly are!”

Get back on your feet Gilbert. Be of courage and confident. You are more than who you think you can be. Find it!

GOD!!!!! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM MI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAY IT!!!!!!!!! JUST SAY IT!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What can go wrong will go wrong!

I am convinced… What can go wrong will go wrong in a viewing! Especially when you didnt pray before a viewing despite a prompting to do so.

So lets sum its up:

1) My ride didnt make it after “holland-ing” (ps. i dun blame them)

2) Struggled to get a cab for 10mins

3) Ask bernard to book a last min rental car

4) On reaching the place, the stupid company say that their new policy states “No unlocking of cars without access card is allowed”

5) Freak out and yelled at the customer service for 5 mins while walking to the taxi stand at Parkway cause the previous taxi uncle didnt wan to fetch me to a new location. Alight and run down 5 storeys of car park.

6) The rental company charge me $30 for last minute cancellation cause need 24 hours advance notice

7) Reach parkway taxi stand… there are more than 40 people waiting for taxis

8 ) Feeling damn desperate being 30 mins late now and try to call a cab.

9) Took another 15mins before i can get a cab!

10) God is good, client was late as well. BUT I FORGOT TO INFORM THE OWNER OF TODAY’S VIEWING!

11) Owner is nice enough to let us in. Client love the penthouse but it wasnt the house i want them to buy

12) Went to house intended for purchase. They hate it~

13) Head to another condo with the same client. Sat their car but being 2 months in Singapore they dont know the road well and my GPS failed to work for 15 mins. Drive around like bloody monkeys.

14) Reach the condo, went up and they like the place. Considering to buy.

14) On the way out, the client daughter got lock up in the lobby behind the glass door and couldnt understand a single english to move back and touch the sensor.

15) Board a cab and glad that my nightmare is over.

16) Back at alpha. Thank God!

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